The Sunshine After The Rain...

We have had quite a few trials lately.... It's hard for me humanly to see and wonder why they are happening! I know that I have questioned numerous times; Why or Why Us????? But I keep getting the same answer everytime I look for it. For God's Glory, he is perfect in ALL things that he does!! He has been faithful to us in the past and I know that he will be Faithful tomorrow!

Matthew 6:34
"Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble. "

my anxiety somedays gets the better of me and I just tend to worry about the "what if's". I don't want my life to be burden down with that thought, I want my thought to be, "Praise God For another day, I will rejoice and be glad in today"


I was listening to "Bring the Rain" by Mercy Me and I realized that I don't depend on My Savior enough for strength, dependance or Patience! I want to stand firm in Christ knowing that he is almighty and my peace through it all.. I strive to have that daily and I may fail but I REFUSE to give up, I will continue to crawl if I have too, and I'm sure that I will have to fight my sinful "do it all myself" mind. My Savior is so sweet to me, He has blessed me with my salvation, a wonderful Husband, a sweet little boy growing in my belly that Lord willing we will be meeting in just 10 weeks, a wondeful family and MOST of all his wonderful word to continue to go to!! We serve a Risen King! Praise God!

Here are a few verses from the song that made me contenplate these things...

"I can count a million times
People asking me how I
Can praise You with all that I've gone through
The question just amazes me
Can circumstances possibly
Change who I forever am in You"

Will I praise him through all the trials we go through? Can I stand Firm even though my heart is breaking and I feel so weak?

I pray that my answer is: YES
I want so badly to bring joy to my savior.

"I am yours regardless of the clouds that may
loom above because you are much greater than my pain
you who made a way for me suffering your destiny
so tell me whats a little rain"

Will I let my pain cause me to be angry with God? Will I turn from him?

Again, I pray that my sinful and decietfully wicked heart that it will be melted and can Rejoice, and rely on Him!

"Bring me joy, bring me peace
Bring the chance to be free
Bring me anything that brings You glory
And I know there'll be days
When this life brings me pain
But if that's what it takes to praise You
Jesus,bring the rain"

I do not hope for more trials to come by any means, but my prayer is that when they do come I PRAY that I lean on Jesus Christ for my strength, knowing that with him I can get through anything! I pray for my Strength in the Lord to grow and to become a stronger christian! I know that it is going to take alot of hard work, but isn't My Savior worth it?!

I don't thank him enough for my wonderful blessed life!
Hard times or Good times, we are to praise Him!

Please Pray for me to be strengthened and continue to walk on the Narrow path!